Let’s Talk About Healing

So…healing is a funny process.

You think it means one thing, like finally being able to move on from who or what has been holding you back, and then you do that thing and you're like “hey, I'm healed!”

And then the universe (or whatever other thing you believe in) says “hmmm…are you, really?” and sends you tests or obstacles or sometimes what seems like absolutely nothing at all.

And then you sit there, wondering what you did wrong or what you could've done better or how you could've been more if only XYZ had or hadn't happened, if only you'd been stronger or noticed it sooner, etc., etc., etc.

THAT'S where the real healing happens.

When you feel low, when you feel not worthy, when you feel like nothing has worked out no matter what you do.

Because there's only a little bit of truth to that:

it hasn't worked YET because you're still pretending to some degree, still hiding behind a mask or facade you likely had to put up at some point for a very good reason, still not really sure who you really are so you go with someone else's flow/ideas and THAT'S why you haven't been feeling like yourself.

Because you're not really you more often than you are.

I didn't really realize all of this until I was really going through it over the last year or so.

I thought I'd come so far, that I'd done all the things I needed & wanted & “should” do…so why wasn't I getting what I wanted? Why wasn't it as easy as everyone else seemed to be saying it should be?!

But the problem wasn't me. Or you. It was that we kept giving our power & authenticity & autonomy over to other people out of habit because continuing to do that is easier (albeit still disappointing) than fully going out on our own, trying to do The Thing & then possibly failing & feeling foolish or whatever else pops up for you around that topic.

I truly had to be broken down for me to build myself up again, and I swear that & other similar phrases are way cheesy & over-used, but I mean it so fuck it.

Not everything happens for a reason (because clearly shitty things just happen and it's likely someone's fault but not yours because hello have you seen the world lately?!), but some things do to force you to get your own clarity & see things differently.

And that's exactly what healing does:

Completely change your perspective on what you thought you were healing so you can ACTUALLY heal & move on from what was really holding you back in the first place.

Now I'm not going to say me/my work/my intuitive card readings are the answer to all your problems because that is categorically not true (and anyone in any industry who tells you they have the one missing piece/key to your true happiness or whatever else is straight up peddling bullshit directly to your face).

I'm here to say YOU are the answer & that whatever you've been avoiding is exactly where you need to turn your attention, time, energy, patience, love, etc. so you can save yourself from a lifetime of living someone else's life.

I want you to feel worthy, to feel happy, to feel seen, to feel appreciated, even (especially) if you have to fight through lots of demons to get yourself there. Because you are & always will be incredibly worth it.

You are worth any decision you're trying to avoid, any person trying to overpower you & any negative thought that's tried to take over your brain. And if you ever need a reminder of that, just comment below or send me a DM & know I'm always here <3